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[05 Oct 2005|08:55pm] |
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I got my DIGITAL back!!!! Im so pumped. I havent stopped taking pictures since I got it back!
...So Bill and I went to Boston on sunday and pretty much had a blast! and we are pretty much AMAZING
( BEAN TOWN )
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[21 Jun 2005|05:10pm] |
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Went home from school sick today, with a migrane and nausea. It came on really quickly, I just all of a sudden F period started to feel horrible!! I didnt have any symptoms like warning me or anything. Crappppyyyy. I got home at 12:30ish and slept till 5! it was pretty sweet, yet I'm still exhausted. and because I went home, i didnt get to take my history final which means i have to take it tomorrow at sometime durring the day which means that I have to take 3 finals tomorrow. damn. I did take english today though and im pretty sure I did really well on it, considering that I didnt read the book. I was pumped about that.
So in about an hour I have to go to Tech rehearsal at monty tech till like10:30. not excited about that one what so ever. For the rest of the week I have to be at monty tech at 3:30 for the stupid little kids dress rehearsals. and then I have to stay for my own dress rehearsal. which means I cant go to the St Bernards carnival. BOO. This sucks. I am feeling a lot better, but i dont think i can jump up and down without me puking all over the stage. YUCK.
This year went by pretty fast! but it was crappy, I didn't do as well as I could have done in school. I Became lazy. Thats about all there is to it. Pure Laziness. There was a ton of drama between everyone too. God, can't we all just get along? haha oh well, hopefully when I come back everything will be settled and everyone will love eachother again. ( yeah...right...)
Oh, and by the way -- I just wanted to mention that my boyfriend is absolutely Amazing. and I am going to miss him like CRAZY.
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[20 Jun 2005|07:41pm] |
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Wow. a lot has kind of been on my mind lately, half of it I cant even explain. I broke down saturday night for no aparent reason..I'm thinking I'm mostly upset about leaving. It should be a good time, im just scared of what is going to happen here. I Know I shouldn't be scared -- at all -- but im a girl, and Jealousy gets the best of me. It is unfair to the people I take it out on. I read to much into things to make them seem like they have more of a significance than they actually do.
Finals Today
--> Band _ JOKE.. insanely easy..
--> Biology _ eh, should have studied for it more, but i dont think i failed
Finals Tomorrow
--> English _ Kind of nervous cause I didn't read the book, but i heard it's easy. I hope so
--> History _ Eh, shouldn't be a problem
I leave in --- 6 days :(
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[12 Jun 2005|09:33pm] |
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So because im leaving for like...ever...i want to have some good music to listen to. I want all kinds of music, anything and everything. Anything that will keep my sanity.
_ _ Anyone have any suggestions?
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[10 Jun 2005|05:17pm] |
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16 Days untill I leave :((((((((((((
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[07 Jun 2005|08:53pm] |
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"I bruise easily" Natasha Bedingfield |
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some people can be pretty immature. why do people enjoy trying to make drama? seriously...Hmm...pretty retarted. oh. and if your going to get into peoples buisness, know how to spell their name before you think you can get involved.
You think you can break us? Try Again.
Nice try today Fitchburg! We had a great season!!
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[01 Jun 2005|04:38pm] |
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"Where is your boy tonight?" Senses fail |
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Class relays yesterday were a BLAST! WAY TO KICK ASS 2007!! we so rock! deffinately pretty much lapped them. hell yeah, were gonna win all 4 years! DQ after the relays was amazing, pretty much the whole class was there. crazy times!
( I friggin love my friends!! )
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[01 Jun 2005|03:03pm] |
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I havent written in a while so its going to be a LONG entry...sorry
So going to CT. with my mom and aunt wasn't terribly bad, keeping in mind that they are like history freaks and want to go to all these museums and historical sights...the first day we went to this guy William Gillette's castle which was actually pretty cool! It was gigantic!! kinda freaky...i dont know, it was cool though. and later that night we went to the beach and just kinda walked around and sat on the jetty (SP?) Then the next day kinda sucked we went to Mystic Seaport. All it was, was a bunch of boats from like the 1800's and a bunch of shop type of things that explained how to make ships, and shops that explained what it was like in the 1800's. It was deffinately boring, and I was bitching about it the whole time...my aunt kinda got mad at me. eh, oh well, sunday made up for the torture of saturday cause we went shopping!!! yeah, that was amazing. the mall had like EVERYTHING at it...fun fun. and my mommy bought me stuff! The hotel that we were staying at wasnt that bad,it was a nice place, but i had to sleep on the pull out couch thing cause there wasn't room for 3 people in the bed, and it wasn't very comfortable. and there was something wrong with the pool/hot tub. their heating thing was broken, so they were a lot colder than they were supposed to, i could have gone to my room and taken a hotter shower. that was crappy, but not too bad. The good thing about the hotel though, was that they had an excercise room thing. i deffinately took advantage of that. saturday night I ran 3.5 Miles! i was proud of myself!! and played around with some of the other equipment, that was sweet.
( CT. trip )
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[26 May 2005|02:35pm] |
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"Thriller" Michael Jackson |
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( dedication to bryan )
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[24 May 2005|08:40pm] |
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Eww. had to take Bio MCAS today. thank god it doesn't count because i most definately am going to fail it! i hate biology. its gay. got progress reports yesterday :/...im doing better, but still not great. i need to bring my grades up really bad. 20 more days of school!!! and then were juniors! it really feels like just yesterday when we were walking into highschool on the first day of freshman year. i liked that year, much better than this year...this year has just been crappy. i want the year to be over like tomorrow, but if that were so, i would be going to camp in 3 days :(. so i guess being in school isn't that bad
dont you hate how guys are so oblivious to about everything!
Haha...chrissy...I love her = = 0oPinkHearts o07: speedy pisser, speedy pisser, she pisses lightening really quick! OH SPEEEEEDDDYYYYY PISSER!!!
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[20 May 2005|03:33pm] |
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New layout, you like?
This week has been crazy... MCAS all this week which has pretty much sucked. oh well, I don't think i failed ( and that is a very good thing!) cheering try-outs as well. not to sound cocky or anything, but i dont even need to try-out cause im already on the squad. my coach told me to keep my uniform from last year, i guess im just going to make things fair. idk. I am deffinately excited about it being friday, this week actually went by pretty fast though!
I've been in such a good mood lately! i bet that has something to do with a certain boy... :)... things have been going pleasantly, no need to get into details, lets just say things are pretty damn sweet!
Track is over next week! i am so pumped about that, only one more meet on monday against oakmont. im not into it at all this season. i like hat running all of a sudden. i dont feel like its keeping me in shape at all either, its just kinda blah. no fun. I dont know if im going to do it next year...hmm...
Less than 5 weeks till I leave :( so sad..........
And whats with this 60degree weather stuff? it's the middle of may, it should be in the high 70's!
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[14 May 2005|09:40am] |
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"Ive had the time of my life" |
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( PROM!!!! )
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[01 May 2005|12:13pm] |
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Sorry guys, i havent updated in about 28146153 years. kind of a lot has been going on lately... and EVERYTHING is a big mess. i really didnt want things to be like this. James is mad at me when i really didn't do anything so now im not going to prom with him, after i bought everything, and maybe not going at all. but that not even a big deal, i just dont know why he is so mad at me..i am a flirt, what can i say. I understand that he still has feelings for me, and it is going to be hard to see me flirting with other guys. it sucks, cause i wanted to be friends with him, but he doesn't seem to want to. I think bill an I flirting and getting to know eachother more has effected the way he's feeling too. Even that is messed up to because who knows whats really going on between him and alyse. everyone is telling me diferent things. i have no idea what to believe, one person says they still love eachother, someone else says that he wants nothing to do with her. .err. this sucks.
Oh man, report cards came out on friday. I did so bad last quarter. School sucks and i want to drop out.
All i need is a good thunderstorm!! :p
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[20 Apr 2005|03:48pm] |
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( I love... )
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[12 Mar 2005|09:36pm] |
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Oh boy! Shay's party was sooo much fun! We danced the night away, and the best thing was that we actually got the guys to dance, and they enjoyed themselves!! shay was completely suprised!! it was definately a good night
( i would've never guessed )
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[24 Feb 2005|05:53pm] |
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the licence date it set, March 17th!! ahhhh. i am like going to cry if i get the hill test. and knowing my luck, I will.
so this vacation has definately sucked so far. I haven't done like anything. it doesnt help that Im grounded, but thats besides the point. so we had this camp thing for little kids yesterday and today...crappy! the kids were off the wall! i dont understand how kids can have so much energy!! but they practically were clinging to my legs the whole time! it was a rough time. i guess we got like $2,000 out of it though, so its pretty sweet. only 27 more days till we go to nationals!! oh boy...not a lot of time at all. eek.
I am sick of the music that the radio plays and the cds that I have...Im looking for old stuff too, anyone got any good songs/bands?
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[20 Jan 2005|03:15pm] |
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 HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JULIE!!!!!
woah...watchout julie is on the roads now. thats right, she passed her permit test!
finally done with the damn MIDTERMS. I actually did a lot better on them than i thought i was going to. i am pumped about that.
does anyone have pland for tomorrow night? i wanna do something fun. DANCE PARTAYYYYYY! oh yeah....thats what someone should have, a big dance party where everyone dances and dances all night long! like stephs party! oh man, that was a blast. lets just say, me dez, chrissy, and shay were rockin the dance floor all night long! deff. had a good time at that one. gonna be the same way at julies? you bet.
will someone come ice skating with me? i really want to go! like soon....next weekend?
( Girls just wanna have fun! )
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[12 Jan 2005|04:47pm] |
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no costello two days in a row!!! so amazing. that made my weekwe were supposed to have a test in there 2 days ago, but didnt have it because she wasnt there! aw man. so happy. i took my camera to school today. i love my camera!!
( strike a pose! )
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[08 Jan 2005|09:53pm] |
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lastnight i went to see meet the fockers with james, julie and mike. it wasnt as funny as everyone said that it was going to be. i mean, yeah some parts of it were funny, but people were making it sound like it was hillarious. dissapointment. it was a late movie though, and james had to bring all of us home, and i feel really bad because his mom i guess wasnt to happy about getting home so late and i think he got in trouble...eek. oy. deff. got like no sleep lastnight. i couldnt sleep and then i had to wake up early to get my hair cut. i took a few inches off of it. i like it. and then danceeeeee till like 3. and the snow is forcing me to stay in tonight! no fun at all. way to spend a saturday night. : /. i need to wake up early tomorrow too, to go canning at parkhill dunkin dounuts. everyone come visit me and get a coffee! ill be there from 7:30 to 9:30! go cause you love me!! hehe
oy. i need sleep. night
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