everntually, you will see that im the one that you want

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-10-05T20:55:00

2005-10-06T01:10:30Z

I got my DIGITAL back!!!! Im so pumped. I havent stopped taking pictures since I got it back!

...So Bill and I went to Boston on sunday and pretty much had a blast! and we are pretty much AMAZING

... <3 ...

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-21T17:10:00

2005-06-21T21:42:08Z

Went home from school sick today, with a migrane and nausea. It came on really quickly, I just all of a sudden F period started to feel horrible!! I didnt have any symptoms like warning me or anything. Crappppyyyy. I got home at 12:30ish and slept till 5! it was pretty sweet, yet I'm still exhausted. and because I went home, i didnt get to take my history final which means i have to take it tomorrow at sometime durring the day which means that I have to take 3 finals tomorrow. damn. I did take english today though and im pretty sure I did really well on it, considering that I didnt read the book. I was pumped about that.
So in about an hour I have to go to Tech rehearsal at monty tech till like10:30. not excited about that one what so ever. For the rest of the week I have to be at monty tech at 3:30 for the stupid little kids dress rehearsals. and then I have to stay for my own dress rehearsal. which means I cant go to the St Bernards carnival. BOO. This sucks. I am feeling a lot better, but i dont think i can jump up and down without me puking all over the stage. YUCK.
This year went by pretty fast! but it was crappy, I didn't do as well as I could have done in school. I Became lazy. Thats about all there is to it. Pure Laziness. There was a ton of drama between everyone too. God, can't we all just get along? haha oh well, hopefully when I come back everything will be settled and everyone will love eachother again. ( yeah...right...)

Oh, and by the way -- I just wanted to mention that my boyfriend is absolutely Amazing. and I am going to miss him like CRAZY.

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-20T19:41:00

2005-06-20T23:55:08Z

Wow. a lot has kind of been on my mind lately, half of it I cant even explain. I broke down saturday night for no aparent reason..I'm thinking I'm mostly upset about leaving. It should be a good time, im just scared of what is going to happen here. I Know I shouldn't be scared -- at all -- but im a girl, and Jealousy gets the best of me. It is unfair to the people I take it out on. I read to much into things to make them seem like they have more of a significance than they actually do.

Finals Today
--> Band _ JOKE.. insanely easy..
--> Biology _ eh, should have studied for it more, but i dont think i failed

Finals Tomorrow
--> English _ Kind of nervous cause I didn't read the book, but i heard it's easy. I hope so
--> History _ Eh, shouldn't be a problem

I leave in --- 6 days :(

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-12T21:33:00

2005-06-13T01:47:52Z

So because im leaving for like...ever...i want to have some good music to listen to. I want all kinds of music, anything and everything. Anything that will keep my sanity.

_ _ Anyone have any suggestions?

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-10T17:17:00

2005-06-10T21:18:08Z

16 Days untill I leave :((((((((((((

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-07T20:53:00

2005-06-08T01:21:14Z

some people can be pretty immature. why do people enjoy trying to make drama? seriously...Hmm...pretty retarted. oh. and if your going to get into peoples buisness, know how to spell their name before you think you can get involved.
You think you can break us? Try Again.

Nice try today Fitchburg! We had a great season!!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-01T16:38:00

2005-06-01T21:15:00Z

Class relays yesterday were a BLAST! WAY TO KICK ASS 2007!! we so rock! deffinately pretty much lapped them. hell yeah, were gonna win all 4 years! DQ after the relays was amazing, pretty much the whole class was there. crazy times!

LMAO

AWWWW...

Kenny's ass

Friggen losers! <3

Julie is Amazing, and I Love her!

Stephie dancing!

Can't even tell thats Dan

Meggo, Shay, and Melissa

Brandee and Morgan

(Oops...crooked)

Stephie doing the Michael Jackson? lol

Miss Melis!!!

Woah, she's on a car...

oh boy....sketchy

MORGAN

Meggo, and Jewels

She loves me!

My two favorite people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People like to take pictures of me any my boy....

SEXY :)p

.......Good times, Good times.......

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-06-01T15:03:00

2005-06-01T20:37:12Z

I havent written in a while so its going to be a LONG entry...sorry
So going to CT. with my mom and aunt wasn't terribly bad, keeping in mind that they are like history freaks and want to go to all these museums and historical sights...the first day we went to this guy William Gillette's castle which was actually pretty cool! It was gigantic!! kinda freaky...i dont know, it was cool though. and later that night we went to the beach and just kinda walked around and sat on the jetty (SP?) Then the next day kinda sucked we went to Mystic Seaport. All it was, was a bunch of boats from like the 1800's and a bunch of shop type of things that explained how to make ships, and shops that explained what it was like in the 1800's. It was deffinately boring, and I was bitching about it the whole time...my aunt kinda got mad at me. eh, oh well, sunday made up for the torture of saturday cause we went shopping!!! yeah, that was amazing. the mall had like EVERYTHING at it...fun fun. and my mommy bought me stuff! The hotel that we were staying at wasnt that bad,it was a nice place, but i had to sleep on the pull out couch thing cause there wasn't room for 3 people in the bed, and it wasn't very comfortable. and there was something wrong with the pool/hot tub. their heating thing was broken, so they were a lot colder than they were supposed to, i could have gone to my room and taken a hotter shower. that was crappy, but not too bad. The good thing about the hotel though, was that they had an excercise room thing. i deffinately took advantage of that. saturday night I ran 3.5 Miles! i was proud of myself!! and played around with some of the other equipment, that was sweet.

Gillette Castle

THE BEACH!

I thought this was the most adorable thing in the whole entire world!!!!!!

This is postcard-ish. It's so romantic!!

this is like the coolest thing that i have ever seen!

Random picture from Mystic Seaport. it's creepy, i can see a murder happening here. lol

Not too bad of a trip! :) a lot better than i expected it to be

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-05-26T14:35:00

2005-05-26T19:23:45Z

Now, this entry is being dedicated to my new best friend, Bryan Breau! when i have gone online durring geometry class, dear old Bryan gets very upset because whenever i post pictures, he is not in them. so I told him that I would get my camera and take pictures of him and dedicate a whole journal enrty just for him! Now he can feel loved, and he can no longer yell at me for not having any pictures of him! I will cherish these pictures always just for him! hehehe

In our beloved geometry class (copying homework from Kyle)

He thinks he is oh so suave!

The answer is...
_ _Hope you appretiate this Bryan Breau! :)

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-05-24T20:40:00

2005-05-25T02:01:45Z

Eww. had to take Bio MCAS today. thank god it doesn't count because i most definately am going to fail it! i hate biology. its gay. got progress reports yesterday :/...im doing better, but still not great. i need to bring my grades up really bad. 20 more days of school!!! and then were juniors! it really feels like just yesterday when we were walking into highschool on the first day of freshman year. i liked that year, much better than this year...this year has just been crappy. i want the year to be over like tomorrow, but if that were so, i would be going to camp in 3 days :(. so i guess being in school isn't that bad
dont you hate how guys are so oblivious to about everything!

Haha...chrissy...I love her = = 0oPinkHearts o07: speedy pisser, speedy pisser, she pisses lightening really quick! OH SPEEEEEDDDYYYYY PISSER!!!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-05-20T15:33:00

2005-05-20T19:44:05Z

New layout, you like?
This week has been crazy... MCAS all this week which has pretty much sucked. oh well, I don't think i failed ( and that is a very good thing!) cheering try-outs as well. not to sound cocky or anything, but i dont even need to try-out cause im already on the squad. my coach told me to keep my uniform from last year, i guess im just going to make things fair. idk. I am deffinately excited about it being friday, this week actually went by pretty fast though!
     I've been in such a good mood lately! i bet that has something to do with a certain boy... :)... things have been going pleasantly, no need to get into details, lets just say things are pretty damn sweet!
    Track is over next week! i am so pumped about that, only one more meet on monday against oakmont. im not into it at all this season. i like hat running all of a sudden. i dont feel like its keeping me in shape at all either, its just kinda blah. no fun. I dont know if im going to do it next year...hmm...
    Less than 5 weeks till I leave :( so sad..........
    And whats with this 60degree weather stuff? it's the middle of may, it should be in the high 70's!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-05-14T09:40:00

2005-05-14T20:50:19Z

me and Bill

Nichole looking absoluetly AMAZING!!!!!

Lindsay

Meghan

Chrissy and Mike

after prom, in the car ride to wherever...i didnt really want this picture taken...

Sarah, being her goofy self

GNA!!

David, Josh, and Alex

Some of the cheering girlies!

Tom

Kayla!!!!!!

Me and Mal

The guys looking PIMP!

Sorry for all of the crooked ones, im just way to lazy to fix them. I just wanted to post pics as soon as i could, ill write all about it later!!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-05-01T12:13:00

2005-05-01T17:00:27Z

Sorry guys, i havent updated in about 28146153 years. kind of a lot has been going on lately... and EVERYTHING is a big mess. i really didnt want things to be like this. James is mad at me when i really didn't do anything so now im not going to prom with him, after i bought everything, and maybe not going at all. but that not even a big deal, i just dont know why he is so mad at me..i am a flirt, what can i say. I understand that he still has feelings for me, and it is going to be hard to see me flirting with other guys. it sucks, cause i wanted to be friends with him, but he doesn't seem to want to. I think bill an I flirting and getting to know eachother more has effected the way he's feeling too. Even that is messed up to because who knows whats really going on between him and alyse. everyone is telling me diferent things. i have no idea what to believe, one person says they still love eachother, someone else says that he wants nothing to do with her. .err. this sucks.
Oh man, report cards came out on friday. I did so bad last quarter. School sucks and i want to drop out.

All i need is a good thunderstorm!! :p

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-04-20T15:48:00

2005-04-20T20:26:29Z

_long walks on the beech
_Sunsets
_Flowers
_hot baths
_swimming
_boys
_carnivals
_warm weather
_swimming
_fried dough
_jumping on the trampoline
_getting a good tan
_talking with the boy you have a crush on
_girl talk
_best friends
_pictures
_jewelry
_candles
_gossip
_music...all kinds
_dancing
_parties
_thunderstorms!!
_ice cream
_driving
_sad movies
_fire places
_hot tubs
_birthdays
_pink things
_driving fast
_fireworks
_rainbows
_dancing in the rain
_running through sprinklers
_watching the stars
_pool parties
_a good cry
_laughing
_falling in love
_teddy bears
...my friends...

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-03-12T21:36:00

2005-03-13T02:54:00Z

Oh boy! Shay's party was sooo much fun! We danced the night away, and the best thing was that we actually got the guys to dance, and they enjoyed themselves!! shay was completely suprised!! it was definately a good night

Stacy and Chrissy!

Fucking Hot picture!! all of our guys actually dressed up! they look so nice.

yeah, thats a jelly bean!! lol

Like EVERYONE...

Jules, Alyssa, Chrissy, Dez, and Megan!

Im not quite sure sure what was going on here.

Boys dancing!!

If i was a boy i would have a boner!

He knew every word to this song!

...I NEVER WOULD HAVE EXPECTED IT...

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-02-24T17:53:00

2005-02-24T22:56:52Z

the licence date it set, March 17th!! ahhhh. i am like going to cry if i get the hill test. and knowing my luck, I will.
so this vacation has definately sucked so far. I haven't done like anything. it doesnt help that Im grounded, but thats besides the point. so we had this camp thing for little kids yesterday and today...crappy! the kids were off the wall! i dont understand how kids can have so much energy!! but they practically were clinging to my legs the whole time! it was a rough time. i guess we got like $2,000 out of it though, so its pretty sweet. only 27 more days till we go to nationals!! oh boy...not a lot of time at all. eek.

I am sick of the music that the radio plays and the cds that I have...Im looking for old stuff too, anyone got any good songs/bands?

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-23T21:52:00

2005-01-24T03:32:00Z

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sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-20T15:15:00

2005-01-20T20:58:31Z

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JULIE!!!!!

woah...watchout julie is on the roads now. thats right, she passed her permit test!
finally done with the damn MIDTERMS. I actually did a lot better on them than i thought i was going to. i am pumped about that.
does anyone have pland for tomorrow night? i wanna do something fun. DANCE PARTAYYYYYY! oh yeah....thats what someone should have, a big dance party where everyone dances and dances all night long! like stephs party! oh man, that was a blast. lets just say, me dez, chrissy, and shay were rockin the dance floor all night long! deff. had a good time at that one. gonna be the same way at julies? you bet.

will someone come ice skating with me? i really want to go! like soon....next weekend?

you see that pink thing in chrissy's hand? thats balogne! oh yeah...BALOGNE FIGHT!!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-12T16:47:00

2005-01-12T22:22:15Z

no costello two days in a row!!! so amazing. that made my weekwe were supposed to have a test in there 2 days ago, but didnt have it because she wasnt there! aw man. so happy. i took my camera to school today. i love my camera!!

we have WAY to much fun in biology when costello isnt there!!!!!

oh man, steph is such a superstar!

looking oh so smart!!

what is she doing??? touch her TJ! lol

Germain volunteering for his close up!

EEWWWW nasty milipeed....centipeed....whatever-peed....

who has rats for a pet? especially in a bio class. im probably blinding it by taking its pic. lol

mego!! mMm...chips

she finished her whole water! woah.

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-08T21:53:00

2005-01-09T03:06:48Z

lastnight i went to see meet the fockers with james, julie and mike. it wasnt as funny as everyone said that it was going to be. i mean, yeah some parts of it were funny, but people were making it sound like it was hillarious. dissapointment. it was a late movie though, and james had to bring all of us home, and i feel really bad because his mom i guess wasnt to happy about getting home so late and i think he got in trouble...eek. oy. deff. got like no sleep lastnight. i couldnt sleep and then i had to wake up early to get my hair cut. i took a few inches off of it. i like it. and then danceeeeee till like 3. and the snow is forcing me to stay in tonight! no fun at all. way to spend a saturday night. : /. i need to wake up early tomorrow too, to go canning at parkhill dunkin dounuts. everyone come visit me and get a coffee! ill be there from 7:30 to 9:30! go cause you love me!! hehe

oy. i need sleep. night

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-07T18:34:00

2005-01-07T23:35:39Z

so yeah...once again, i screwed up my backround...anyone wanna help me fix it PLEASEEEEEEE!?!

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-07T18:15:00

2005-01-07T23:34:43Z

this week has been crazy. thank god its friday! but my weekend isnt going to get any better. i have sooooo much homework. atleast something in like every class. and a couple classes i have a few assignments. oy. isnt it wonderful, when you confront someone about something, and they lie right to your face? oh yeah. wonderful. but im way above all this mess. no need for me to be upset. i know who my real friends are, and they are all I need. love you guys! you know who you are.

Cheering was so productive today! it was so much fun! my groups one man is working awesomely! lol. wow, how much of a fricken cheerleader am I ? i just said awesomely...is that even a word? ah man, i need a life.

so i am doing horribly in school, and i have horrible language. i am grounding myself from the computer. if my homework is not done, i am not allowed to be on the computer! so everyone that sees me online, IM me and ask me if my homework is all done. act like my mom. and if its not done, make me get off! and if you hear me swear ever, yell at me for that too! i realized that i swear way too much, and i need to stop.

gotta go get ready! going to see meet the fockers tonight! way excited cause everone says that it is hillarious! my grandmother saw it, which is really strange, cause my grandmother doesnt go to movies like that, and she said that she was laughing histerically!

new positive outlook on life.....
Run away to never never land with me?

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-05T15:19:00

2005-01-05T20:20:14Z

I LOVE how my supposed "friends" like to talk shit about me. whatever, its okay. just fuck you all.

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-03T21:43:00

2005-01-04T03:06:50Z

so i had to babysit my cousins the other night, but it wasnt bad, they listen to me better than they do to their own mother. they picked me up at like 4:30 and my uncle actually let me drive there! (and home) and they went out to like dinner or something, and i was expecting them late, cause it was kinda far away where they went. so i was planning on sleeping over. but they ended up coming home at like 9:30ish. i was kinda upset, cause you know, the later the parents stay out, the more money you get...yada yada... so i was thinking i wasnt going to get much money (man do i sound greedy) but...i still got 30 bucks, which isnt to bad for babysitting for like 4-5 hours! it was pretty sweet.

shane is on the floor and deven on the couch. shane has been refusing to get his hair cut for months now! its so great, he looks like a little skater boy at the age of 6. lol he is soooo going to be the trouble maker out of the two. deven is going to be like an angel compared to shane!

I had to make sure that shane got the green up and deven got the blue, or else i was going to get my head cut off! hehe. they drink sooo damn much, i refiled their glasses like 20 times (slight exaduration) in the 4 hours that they were awake for when i was there.

Fucking absolute worst game in the world! never ever buy it for your children, it is evil. it takes like an hour to set up, and while you are trying to set it up, the kids will like play with it, and take everything that you just put together, apart again. and then by the time that you are done putting it together, they aren't interrested in playing it anymore. you need to have a TON of patients for this game, i thought i did, but i guess that i was wrong.

eww, how gross am I? i was like eating this wads at a time. yes, it was good, but now i am paying for it. they have the break and bake cookies, and i sat there with the package, just pigging out on it. they have so much junk at their houses, and yet their kids are skinny as twigs. oh man, when i go there, i will eat and eat, even if im not hungry. no good.

school started today....that was a crap and a half. i wish it was vaca again.... :(

sweet_div0tion @ 2005-01-01T13:26:00

2005-01-01T19:51:31Z

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!
holy shit! its 2005! i can remember back when we were all like AAHHH. Y2K Y2K, the world is going to end and were all gonna die. well, maybe i was the only one that thought that we were going to die! lol. wow, that was already 5 years ago. time flies when your having fun!
this past year has been pretty crazy. kinda a lot went on. i guess i cant complain about it though...eh. hopefully this year will be better. school is going to suck big time ass...
CANT WAIT TILL...

*..Class rings

*..I get my licence!!! (2 months, 14 days left!!)

*..Going to Florida for NATIONALS!

*..School ends!

*..Possibly going to camp

should be a fun year!
My new years eve was fun! went to the show but only stayed to see the front runner. they were good. then we went to bills, for only a little while though. that was crazy, we got there at like 8 and there were already quite a few people that were smashed. it was crazy. couldnt drink though, cause we had to get back to james house later and didnt want to be like drunk or anything when his parents got home. we had to bring heather and her sister back to the senior center for like 9:30, and then we went to the fire works! they were ppuurrddyy. then we went back to james house and watched tv till it was time to watch the ball drop! 10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1...HAPPY NEW YEAR! followed by a nice new years kiss! stayed up till like 2:30ish watching movies and whatnot, till his mom made us go to sleep. :( which was poopy. lol
_ _for some reason i have a feeling that once we left bills, things got a little crazy, and not to many good things happened? are all relationships still all good? sure hope so.

what a great way to sum up the year, but with the wonderful song "Yeah", by Usher. for some reason, it just like explains the year. lol